What i've been up to..

Ok let's keep it short and simple.
Last week went to me boss home for Chinese new year gathering with my colleages.
I should really thank her coz she go all out to get halal food specially for me.Even set a side the halal food on another table.Prepared paper plats and cups.(OH POCOT!!!!....sorry me bro watching soccer...erm giler la)Anyway...me boss also annouced to people not to dip their satay in the gravy set aside for me in a paper bowl.Pheww...so guilty.But of course we bought her a mango cake and some swiss rolls and pastry.

Cough cough cough...and still going strong.heee
I can't stop coughing.Its very painful and tiring..Can't sleep at night!*COUGH*

Finally bought a new hanphone.Not so great but for now its what i've always wanted.
Its Samsung E700.Its great ,very clear pictures and my fav color..
No ppl..there is no mp3 or bluetoothe or video or radio.Ok?Stop asking.I dun need them for now.
But i think Emy shld get one with video..coz his like this freelance videoman wherever he goes.So ya u peeps go recommend me bro the phone..Unlike me his into Nokia.

Hmm what else.Oh ya...me office got RATS!!!I really mean it..My frens is being "welcome " by urine and doo courtesy of rats.Ish...and me company is doing NOTHING...grrr..

Ok...kind tired still coughing....

Mmmmmbek.....

~Assalamualaikum loved ones~
Ok Sunday was fine superb I must say.
My family & I went to Pusara Abadi in the morning.
Manage to ziarah kubur nenek and Umairah.
Finally Kak Ella got to see..

~Hey!Let's try fresh goat's milk!~
later we went to the goat farm..Mmmmbek!!Heee..kinda smelly but the baby goats were cuuuuuttteeee!!!
I got to pat them!
Kak Ella insist that we tried the fresh squeezed milk.
The lady at the cashier told us to tried the original white milk before we tried the chocolate one.
Haaaahaaa..I know why!!!The original taste fresh but has a weird after taste.The chocolate one was much much better!!

~Pesta perut~
After that we all went to Hajjah Maimunah for lunch.Conincidently,we met up with Abang Indra's parents.
Abah order lots of dishes and I also bought my fav "ondeh-ondeh"..heeeee

~SHop till U drop~
We all headed home after lunch..but the fun does not stop there.In the afternoon,all of us except Emy went to melleinia walk.i bought bracelet(~NICE~),a chiung sum like jacket and also bought for Kak Ella one blouse=)
We then headed off to orchard to shop at CK TANG.Mum bought shoes,iron and a pair of watch worth $ 79...
I bought a ring from CHOMEL.heeee..can't get enuf of acessories.
Unfortunately Kak Ella cannot walk too long.So I companied her to slowly walk to meet the rest at the mosque.
For dinner Abah bought mee goreng,fried rice & rojak at Haig rd.~FEAST~
oH WELL....Alhamdullilah we got to spend quality time together.It was really FUN...

And i cramp it all inside..

Crap!!!!!!!!
Its really crappy isn't it?...everyday,emotions crush me whole mind.
I'm so stressed up with both personal & professional matters.
Looking "Vougue" is so yesterday people...The in thing now is looking "Constipated" yups...
See..talking crap already.
I thing i'm having one of those dumb,"duh" & dumbass mood.
Looking at one going through an emotional roller coaster has really put a strong impact on me.

How can i fix this?Can I EVER EVER fix it????All i want is happy and..erm..
"WORLd PEACE". yOU DIG?
Argh!Just can't hide anywhere.How can i make the ones i care happy?
HAPPY?Does that word even exist??
JUST STOP IT!!! GO AWAY!!! GOOOOOOO!!!!!

And I have not talk about work..BoY!!!SUCKERS!!!Sometime i wondered why studied so hard or even bother to make everything perfect coz....MOST OF THE TIME....
IT JUST AIN'T GOOD ENUF!!!
aRGGHHH!!!!

~Breathing...still breathing....~

"Missing"

Please, please forgive me,

But I won't be home again.

Maybe someday you'll look up,And, barely conscious,

you'll say to no one:

"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -

You forgot me long ago.

Am I that unimportant...?

Am I so insignificant...?

Isn't something missing?

Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice,

You won't try for me, not now.

Though I'd die to know you love me,

I'm all alone.

Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,

But I won't be home again.

I know what you do to yourself,

I breathe deep and cry out,

"Isn't something missing?

Isn't someone missing me?"

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,

Knowing you don't care.

And if I sleep just to dream of you

I'll wake without you there,

Isn't something missing?

Isn't something

Umairah Syafiqah tersayang

In loving memory of my first niece Umairah Syafiqah,

Begitu Indah raut wajah mu,
Terserla wajah ibu bapamu,
Begitu ayu dan manis rupa mu,
Semanis senyuman ibu mu,
Sungguh mancung hidung mu,
Begitu comel tubuh badan mu,
Begitu indah namamu,
Umairah Syafiqah..Pemaisuri yg baik dan tersayang,

Namun tak puas aku menatap wajah mu,
Tak dapat jua aku mendakap mu,
Allah lebih menyayangi mu Umairah,
Allah lebih mampu mejaga mu Umairah,
Nantikan lah ibu bapa mu di pintu syurga..Insyallah...
Selamat Tinggal Umairah.....

Buat Kak Ella, You are definitely my role model.Elli tabit ketabahan Kak Ella.
Seperti apa yang Abg Indra selalu katakan..~ada hikmah disebaliknya~.
Kak,take good care of yourself.I am glad that you are well.I love you kakak.
Insyallah Allah akan mengabulkan semua doa Kak Ella & Abg Indra.
U guys are definitely a strong parent.


~sayang Umairah Syafiqah~