I learn from the "BEST"!!!

I' m tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless,lost under the surface

I don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes...

I am one who puts a lot of effort in every task given to me. Sure ,criticism comes along the way.
But how much can one tolerate when the person do more then just criticise!

~Watch UR MAnners Lady!!!~
Must admit day by day i 'm kinda dimoralise in doing my work. Why?Not only do i need to dish out the work but i need to force myself to adapt to how my superior wants my work to look like. Its not easy to follow every little details!EVEN THE EXCEL SHEET!!!

Its deadly when you need to please everyone. I mean I know i made errors while doing my work but that does not mean MY STANDARD HAS DROPPED!!! One mistake and this is what i get.
One of my colleague say that it does not matter what people say but as long as you no you tried your best u difinitely got standard.Hmmm...kinda true and if still that person think that my quality has drop, well, i got this to say;"I LEARN FROM THE BEST!!!!"

She kept saying that and to make matters worse she nudge my head!!!HEY! Watch it!I know you have thought me alot but that doesn't give you the damn right to play with my head!!
The thing about appreciating a person you feel that you that owe that person respect for all that person have help you with.But there is a fine line between being professional and human. I tried not to let this get to me but its been a long time since i dish out all the "@***@#" words..GERRRRR!!!
But i shall bear in mind what my colleague said to me..

"it does not matter what people say but as long as you no you tried your best you know you still got standard "~Joyce Seah~

I shall face all this with pride.Work is still work.The show must still go on....

~A present for a friend~

My colleague birthday is tommorrow...
We have decided to find a present at the very last minute..I thought i have to work late so told my friend that i cannot make it plus,i forgot my wallet!!!(life w/o nets..)

However at the last minute i managed to go off at five but i did not realise that my friend had to stay late at work!!!

So its just me who can get the present.But i got no wallet!!!I told my other fren,Shandy... and you know what she did??In the bus ,she asked one of our collegue "Gimme your wallet now!"

Hahaha...that guy was all blurr but of course we explain to him...In the end i still feel guilty so went back, got my wallet and begged my mum and dad to follow me to Parkway Parade and bought a Guess long wallet..;)

~Belated wedding present~

After buying the gift we went to BEST to look around..I then remembered that i promised a wedding present for me sis.So i bought and iron!!!Hehehe..(a good one ..i hope)

Well you love birds since i can't get you guys the phone i hope the iron will do.Sorry you have to get the ironing board yourself.
Hope you like it....=)

Okies that's all folk...Must remind myself to keep cool at work..(Kuang ajar !!)

I've become so numb,i can't feel you there

I've become so tired,so much more aware

I'm becoming this,all i want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you!!!