Bottled up...

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,

She felt it everyday.

And I couldn't help her,

I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?

Too many, too many problems.

Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

I's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.

Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.

You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.

Be strong, be strong now.

Too many, too many problems.

Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

It's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.

Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.

Her dreams she can't find.

She's losing her mind.

She's fallen behind.

She can't find her place.

She's losing her faith.

She's fallen from grace.

She's all over the place.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

It's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.

Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...

She's lost inside, lost inside...

God..I feel so lost...:s

Going NUTZ...

15 JUNE 2005

Kak Ella's Birthday!!!Kak ella turned 27 this year.We didn't get to celebrated with her but a her lots of gifts!Mostly..BRACELETS!!Haha..

Gave a jubah from jelita as well as a necklace then asked my fren's sis to make for a a bracelet..its the blink2 type i tell ya.She also a bracelet from Abg Indra and her fren.
On 16 june i bought a swensen ice cream cake.Kak ella had a hard time cutting it!Haha
Abah was playing ard with the dry ice.Ouch!Dry ice bites i tell ya!



SNAP SNAP ALL THE WAY!!!

Its was raining duing lunch break.So my we ordered Macdonalds.After eating Khai suggested we take some picture with her digital camera.
Hahaa.We all go nuts!Check out my multiply OK!



Gift for my beloved father
Went shopping yesterday with my parents and sis.
We bought for Abah belt(he hinted us on this),two shirts and..jeng jeng jeng..A MR BEAN TEDDY!!..hAHAAHA..Abah was so surprised we gave him that!Abah love Mr Bean soo much!My mum get s frustrated whenever he watches Mr Bean..Happy Fathers Day ABAH!!

A little bit of Everything...

Okies..The updates for the week..
(1)Work.
...Erm...*YAWN*....*ARgH!!*....wat The *F*@@#!
Let's not go there...shall we?

(2)Sweet(well..to me it is)
Xchanged handphone with him!So sweet!He actually bought the phone I so totally love..the new samsung phone that is.Got camera,video,MP3 N bluetooth...YIPEE!His using mine at the moment.hehee..of course gotta give him back la..But can xchange once in awhile..

(3)My Cousin's wedding
Went to Sakinah's wedding.That sweet looking cousin of my got married to a Shanghai knight.
Congrats girl!And her sister Kamilah is pregnant!Congrats Milah!!!

(4)The sad..
Ustazah Zainon passed away.Luckily my parents and I were along the way and managed to drop by way before the house became crowded.
Her absence is great loss.I could still recall that one time i manage to talk to her.....
May Allah blessed her soul.My deepest condolences to her family...

(5)XQzit..(fIZA!..U r damn right gal!!..Somebody get me outta here!!!)
Okies..went to tanjong katong complex with mum n tried to lookout for the shop Fiza recommended.
We first saw the accessories shop.I think i need to be barred from entering any accessories shop!!!
Firstly I bought some assesories for myself.Mum actually wanted to get a ring that matches one of her bracelet..but none there matched.
We then looked at the clothes there..NICE..I bought for mum one baju and another one for myself plus one more for Kak Ella as her bday gift.
For that we got free gifts!.Yeah!
Hehe..okla..think the next thing i MUST for myself is a jewellery box..I HAVE TOO MANY!

Okies that's about all..Fiza..lain kali we go together..bawak all our aunts n cousins...dgn nenek skali..hahaahahaha..Thanks for recommending.

A little bit of joy i cherish

Ok been kinda busy lately.
Let me recall wat happen so far.

I can't remember when this happen but its really funny to me.
I wanted so much to collect "tanah liat" nearby my home.
So my friend Shandy,accompanied me.We went of from work at 5.30.BUT it RAINED!!
So we decided to hang aroud bedok interchange.On the way to long john 2 stupid thing happen at almost the same time.I was holding the umberella and there were a group of schol girls crossing opposite us.They were laughing so hard.I was like"Waah wat they laughing about man i also wanna know".Sunddenly Shandy SLIPPED!!We were like.."WaaaaaAAA".
haha...shandy was like i'm ok i'm ok.We both continued to walk still laughing..and guess what happen?Me and my Big mouth..i finally know wat the school girls were laughing about!The pipe beside me ....BOCOR!!!
Our reaction was very slow..
we were like"Eh..how come got water splashing at the side of my face huh?"*kwang kwang kwang*
HaaaaHAAAA....

Ok then..after eating we went to collect the soil.Its nearby our home la.
Still raining.The moment we reached near the pile of soil.We both just stood there with one umbrella and looked at each other & just burst out and laughed!!
Macam pergi kubur gitu.It was so damn dark.But i managed to scoop the soil into a plastic bag.When we were about to make a move,our sandals stucked to the soil.I dunno how to describe but the how ordeal was a total chaos!

But really have to thank Shandy for accompanying me.Paisey seh!



1st May 2005
Went to Orchard with Mak,Abah n Emy.They just accompanied me to buy his bday present.
(haha..satu rombongan datang).
Then i treated them ice-cream at swensen.Emy ordered EARTHQUAKe while i had my favaourite FROSTED CHOCOLATE MALT!!(YUMMY!!)

4th May 2005
Gave him the present.Its a polo-T from canturbary.He was very happy but prefered it to be a bit baggy haiz...so....on

28 may 2005
We went to orchard and changed the shirt.Then we headed of to watch movie.
Initially we wanted to watch monster-in-law at plaza sing but FULL HOUSE!Even Madagascar.
So we made our way to Bugis.Monster in law starts at 715(kinda clash with solat)so we watched Madagascar at 8 instead.

Madagascar


I'm a big fan of cartoons.So its ok for me..had a good laugh!The penguins are so cute!!Anyway the downside abt it is that the starting is a bit dragging AND the ending is a total spoiler!!!Too short..the storyline is missing some punches.My advice don't watch it on weekends not worth it

Ok thats about all for now.Got to get back to work