Cherish it or trash it....

Its been like.......

2009-01-01T21:25:00.005+08:00

3 years no...4 years since my last BLOG!!!

Gosh.... was i gone for THAT LONG!
Did anyone miss me?? Haha.. prolly not...

So here wats happen to me so far(if u even bother to noe)

1)I'm no longer 25... (do the math...)

2)I got married to the love of my life...ehem... (Fairuz)

3)My sis have another son (Ruzain Amani)

4)I'm no longer working in UMS....(nw in Infineon)

5)For honeymoon hubby & me went to Bali followed by Cameron Highlands & Redang with in laws & family

6)Ramzi still cant talk properly but noes his shapes and alif bah ta well enough

7)Emy bro is in poly nw and doing very well (gd job bro)

8)Kak Ella is out of suria for good (Yeaah sis!!)

9)Before marriage hubby & me got a sony digi cam ( i still suck @ taking pics)

10)Abg indra have gotten himself slr cam.. and been taking lots of pix even during my wedding..(very well taken)

11) I learnt to doll up (bit by bit...i still look weird)

12)Recently went to KL to meet hubby's relative (...of coz i do lots of shopping...duh)

13)Bought 3 shoes lately..(have u heard? im getting use to wearing heels)

14) Oh.oh..oh.. I completed my darn degree for good!! ( kepala leh sakit seh)

15) I no longer wear excessive acessories apart from my wedding ring...(say awwww...)

16) Have changed my hp ( present from hubby)

17)I have facebook account but rarely updates anything (in fact update nothing at all)

So that's about it so far( i think..)... u may visit my multiply site..well at least that's the only site i still update SOMETHING..

Till I bother to blog again.....Cya!!!
Oh ya...Happy New Year!!

TIRED...HAPPY..SAD....MOSTLY HAPPY!

2005-08-30T14:27:00.000+08:00

25 Aug 2005 was.....My BITHDAY!!!

Memang dah tua dah!Hahahaa....
So ya....recently celebrated my bday on 25 Aug 2005.
On the 25th of aug i turn..25!!Yikes!!!
Got lots of bday gifts n wishes..Thanks all!!

A gift from him...
Heheh...yeah..so he got me fossil watch!!Yipee!!!
Its has three stunning straps altogether...I LOVE IT!!
Thanks!!

My Friends
My colleagues bought for me a pair of paddle work shoes..(so nice n comfortable!)
We also went to eat at banquet simei(yeah,thats rite...BANQUET!)
The most embarassing part is when they all bought a cake a sang me a bday so..(SO PAISEY!).
My malay friends got me clothes,brouches and scarf!(its so nicely wrap!..luper nak ambik gambar)

Speaking of pictures...
My FAMILY......

GOT ME A DIGI CAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!
Check snaps taken frm me new digi cam at my multiply.

ThaiLand......Land of Smiles....
Right now i'm kinda tired cause i just got back from bangkok.
Bangkok is great.A shopping paradise.....SHOPPING!!!wweeeee!
Finally!I got to take picture wif a snake..SO BOG N HEAVY!!!
(aper dier makan??)
And i also took pic wif a baby monkey..so cute!!!Pakai lampin tau!
Gotta ride on a "tutut"....scary but fun!

Ok...my out...snap snap snap!

Bottled up...

2005-06-23T08:40:00.000+08:00

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,

She felt it everyday.

And I couldn't help her,

I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?

Too many, too many problems.

Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

I's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.

Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.

You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.

Be strong, be strong now.

Too many, too many problems.

Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

It's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.

Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.

Her dreams she can't find.

She's losing her mind.

She's fallen behind.

She can't find her place.

She's losing her faith.

She's fallen from grace.

She's all over the place.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

It's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.

Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...

God..I feel so lost...:s

Going NUTZ...

2005-06-19T10:26:00.000+08:00

15 JUNE 2005

Kak Ella's Birthday!!!Kak ella turned 27 this year.We didn't get to celebrated with her but a her lots of gifts!Mostly..BRACELETS!!Haha..

Gave a jubah from jelita as well as a necklace then asked my fren's sis to make for a a bracelet..its the blink2 type i tell ya.She also a bracelet from Abg Indra and her fren.
On 16 june i bought a swensen ice cream cake.Kak ella had a hard time cutting it!Haha
Abah was playing ard with the dry ice.Ouch!Dry ice bites i tell ya!

SNAP SNAP ALL THE WAY!!!

Its was raining duing lunch break.So my we ordered Macdonalds.After eating Khai suggested we take some picture with her digital camera.
Hahaa.We all go nuts!Check out my multiply OK!

Gift for my beloved father
Went shopping yesterday with my parents and sis.
We bought for Abah belt(he hinted us on this),two shirts and..jeng jeng jeng..A MR BEAN TEDDY!!..hAHAAHA..Abah was so surprised we gave him that!Abah love Mr Bean soo much!My mum get s frustrated whenever he watches Mr Bean..Happy Fathers Day ABAH!!

A little bit of Everything...

2005-06-13T00:07:00.000+08:00

Okies..The updates for the week..
(1)Work.
...Erm...*YAWN*....*ARgH!!*....wat The *F*@@#!
Let's not go there...shall we?

(2)Sweet(well..to me it is)
Xchanged handphone with him!So sweet!He actually bought the phone I so totally love..the new samsung phone that is.Got camera,video,MP3 N bluetooth...YIPEE!His using mine at the moment.hehee..of course gotta give him back la..But can xchange once in awhile..

(3)My Cousin's wedding
Went to Sakinah's wedding.That sweet looking cousin of my got married to a Shanghai knight.
Congrats girl!And her sister Kamilah is pregnant!Congrats Milah!!!

(4)The sad..
Ustazah Zainon passed away.Luckily my parents and I were along the way and managed to drop by way before the house became crowded.
Her absence is great loss.I could still recall that one time i manage to talk to her.....
May Allah blessed her soul.My deepest condolences to her family...

(5)XQzit..(fIZA!..U r damn right gal!!..Somebody get me outta here!!!)
Okies..went to tanjong katong complex with mum n tried to lookout for the shop Fiza recommended.
We first saw the accessories shop.I think i need to be barred from entering any accessories shop!!!
Firstly I bought some assesories for myself.Mum actually wanted to get a ring that matches one of her bracelet..but none there matched.
We then looked at the clothes there..NICE..I bought for mum one baju and another one for myself plus one more for Kak Ella as her bday gift.
For that we got free gifts!.Yeah!
Hehe..okla..think the next thing i MUST for myself is a jewellery box..I HAVE TOO MANY!

Okies that's about all..Fiza..lain kali we go together..bawak all our aunts n cousins...dgn nenek skali..hahaahahaha..Thanks for recommending.

A little bit of joy i cherish

2005-06-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

Ok been kinda busy lately.
Let me recall wat happen so far.

I can't remember when this happen but its really funny to me.
I wanted so much to collect "tanah liat" nearby my home.
So my friend Shandy,accompanied me.We went of from work at 5.30.BUT it RAINED!!
So we decided to hang aroud bedok interchange.On the way to long john 2 stupid thing happen at almost the same time.I was holding the umberella and there were a group of schol girls crossing opposite us.They were laughing so hard.I was like"Waah wat they laughing about man i also wanna know".Sunddenly Shandy SLIPPED!!We were like.."WaaaaaAAA".
haha...shandy was like i'm ok i'm ok.We both continued to walk still laughing..and guess what happen?Me and my Big mouth..i finally know wat the school girls were laughing about!The pipe beside me ....BOCOR!!!
Our reaction was very slow..
we were like"Eh..how come got water splashing at the side of my face huh?"*kwang kwang kwang*
HaaaaHAAAA....

Ok then..after eating we went to collect the soil.Its nearby our home la.
Still raining.The moment we reached near the pile of soil.We both just stood there with one umbrella and looked at each other & just burst out and laughed!!
Macam pergi kubur gitu.It was so damn dark.But i managed to scoop the soil into a plastic bag.When we were about to make a move,our sandals stucked to the soil.I dunno how to describe but the how ordeal was a total chaos!

But really have to thank Shandy for accompanying me.Paisey seh!

1st May 2005
Went to Orchard with Mak,Abah n Emy.They just accompanied me to buy his bday present.
(haha..satu rombongan datang).
Then i treated them ice-cream at swensen.Emy ordered EARTHQUAKe while i had my favaourite FROSTED CHOCOLATE MALT!!(YUMMY!!)

4th May 2005
Gave him the present.Its a polo-T from canturbary.He was very happy but prefered it to be a bit baggy haiz...so....on

28 may 2005
We went to orchard and changed the shirt.Then we headed of to watch movie.
Initially we wanted to watch monster-in-law at plaza sing but FULL HOUSE!Even Madagascar.
So we made our way to Bugis.Monster in law starts at 715(kinda clash with solat)so we watched Madagascar at 8 instead.

Madagascar

I'm a big fan of cartoons.So its ok for me..had a good laugh!The penguins are so cute!!Anyway the downside abt it is that the starting is a bit dragging AND the ending is a total spoiler!!!Too short..the storyline is missing some punches.My advice don't watch it on weekends not worth it

Ok thats about all for now.Got to get back to work

Let me recall

2005-05-09T18:19:00.000+08:00

1st May 2005

Went to east coast for a picnic.
Its so hot...its like "i look at u and u look at me sweat" picnic.
But for me,liza & fiza,its more to "i take pic of ur assets n u take pic of mine"picnic.haaahaaa...
Overall it was ok..We enjoyed each others company...its always nice to bond with ur family...
but i think it could have been better if its not scorching hot and most importantly it COULD BE WAY BETTER IF.....
SOMEBODY BROUGHT THE RADIO!!!!!

Oh ya...we almost destroyed the old malay riddle..hahaha...
Sampai the word longkang n ayam berkakang semua keluar...!!!!!(orang Melayu konon!)
Only Mummy got it almost right..the rest of us..we weren't even close!!!

The real deal(almost..i think so..)

air pasang dalam (its pasang dalam NOT pagi )

surut pukul lima(its pukul lima NOT tiga)

nyonya bangun pagi siram pokok bunga(ok..at least we got tat right!yeah...hehee)

pokok bunga melur tanam tepi kolam(its kolam NOT longkang!)

itik bertelur(think we almost got tat too)

ayam mengeram(its mengeram NOT berkangkang!heheee)

But i truly enjoyed the picnic...its the company that matters not the elements.....made me forgot my worries for awhile.

050505
Went to Swesens with my NC frenz...
Bitched about work all the way!!Woohooo..
Then went to buy present for mum.
Gave it to her already..hoped she liked it.

Other then that..there we lots of other factors that have been crushed me apart deep inside.
Its so hard to swallow the pain and to challenge myself to go through the pain with a smile.
Up to this point...my tears are totally dried up...it hurts so deep inside yet its so hard to cry out and its even harder to explain.
Well,looking at the brighter side of life at least I got pals who can really make me laugh..they may not solve my problems an woes...but the laughter kept me sane enuf to go through it with inner strength...and I'm slowly solving and picking up the pieces bit by bit.....:)

Precious Beads and pieces

2005-04-13T09:58:00.000+08:00

I'm stucked with Emy & he is stuck with me
Since nobody is around emy and me spend our days together. Had breakfast at Mac,went window shopping at Tampines and ride along our old neighborhood..

~Sweet memories~
Some things still do not change. I saw a few familiar faces and at the shops at Bedok North Rd(my childhood place).
Saw the same small flight of stairs nearby the rubbish hut where I screamed "AAAAABAAAAHH!!"...(He did not pick me up from kindergarten that day).In the end little me just headed home by myself for the first time.
Other then that we just lazed around at home and of course doing household chores and all.
Its really nice to just catch up with me bro on what's going on. We rarely have that moments nowadays.Its really precious.

11 April 2005
Weeee....!!! My parents, Kak Ella & hubby just got back from Sarawak.
I missed them!I'm stucked with Emy & he is stuck with me for three days..heeee
Well I am so happy! Mum got me lots of accessories!!
Three beaded bracelets, green translucent beaded necklace, a sling bag and long sleeve T-Shirt
I love the bracelets!!! Plus she bought sweets and biscuits.
It's kind of funny. One moment you just wish that everyone would just leave you alone. Yet the moment they left u on ur own. Your heart just feels empty. Its people around you that kinda make everything worth living for. I'm glad my parents enjoyed themselves. Saw the video. Kak Ella did the bamboo dance. Hey!! I'm jealous ok!!

~Extra Smiles~
Oh ya! Recently bought a thumb drive cum MP3 player. Loved it. Not branded but it works for me!!
It also has radio and voice record capabilities.512MB =)

Okays that's all I can feel ya in right now...

~Whatever will be will be~

2005-04-06T07:55:00.000+08:00

*YAWN*
Well nothing much has been going on lately.Been working very very late these days.
This week is stock take.It really sucks.
Upon the arrival of stock taking day, my team have to rush through to trigger a line of project.
To add on to that,have to close some projects to prepare for delivery.

Haiz...Most ppl are leaving...why am i still here?Gosh i forgot....I HAVE NO CHOICE....
I hate what is going on right now.I mean.I know i can be mean but i don't go around embarassing people and critisice ppl's inttelligents.And further more i don't go around boasting my capabilities.
Its like just because one can speak sooo sweetly those not mean whatever he/she say is correct and respectable.I'm I right or am i right?Is anyone understanding this?

Sometimes I really wonder what can I be good at.Besides making ppl hate my guts(guess that's my natural talent..haha)

Oh ya..recently went to a wedding.Its his sister.Went there with My parents and my bro.
Kinda sad we have to rush off so quickly cause dad is working.Hiaz..missed the silat.

Ok..I'm otta here...

What's going on....

2005-03-28T07:51:00.000+08:00

Its been long since i updated my blog.Been kinda moody the past few weeks.Yep..extremely moody.I was everyones enemy.
About the fake people i was talking about on my previous blog?Huh..still around...i just have to bare with it..and let them be full of themselves.

On another note i'll like to write about somethings that are good thats been going on recently.

15 March 2005
My sis got free tickets to watch disney on ice.I LOVED IT!!
I've always wanted to watch shows on ice since i was a kid!!
I so glad me sis invited me.I bought a mickey mouse mug to keep as sweet memories.
Hey this could be my first AND last time to witness such magical invent.
The costumes were soo beautiful..I especially love beauty n the beast and of course Cinderella.

Good Friday...SO NOT!!
I had a tiring day!My parents went to JB that day and my sis n her hubby went fishing.
Well it was just another day to myself(so i thought).
I was about to dry the laudry when OMG!!!!The whole laundry was covered with paper!!!
My first reaction u ask??......."EMYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!"

So Emy came and u know what was his main concern?..nope not his uniform or the clothes..
Emy,"MY MAP!!!"
I was like .....grrr u can buy ur map!!!duh...guys...
Anyway i have to manually watch the clothes ALL OF IT..BY HAND!!!My whole arm legs is aching.

Emy did the vacuuming..kida funny..i was like shaking the paper of while emy vacuums..hehee it look like he is working on a snowy day..haa cute..

I the treadful wash i rewash the clothes using the machine again...I spilt he clothes to two groups..
When i was watching the second batch....somehow someone accidently thought there is no clothes in hte washer...take out the hose from the toilet and by the time i came to the kitchen.......THE KITCHEN IS FLOODED!!....sob sob...it wasn't that bad but...now have to mop..and i'm already exhausted!!

Pheww...we need mothers don't we..heee

26 March 2005
Went o the bank to open SAYE acct then headed of to Arab street and did a little bit of shopping.
Bought a long skirt and a kebaya blouse..Can't believe i finally got a long skirt for myself.

Overall i'm kinda beat.I'm still pissed at work...grrr..FAKES..It really irritating.

Okies tat all i could recall..

For heaven sake!!!Give ME some room to breath!!!

2005-03-08T11:29:00.000+08:00

Is there really something wrong with me?
IS being myself so sinful?
I'm i bothering ur dull life?
Anyone got prob with my characther should pack their bags and take a hike!!!
Get lost ok!
Go ahead and take your intelligent brain and somewhat good looks somewhere else.If looks speaks louder than word than to hell with u ppl!!!brainless morons!!
When i open my mouth ppl thing i'm emotional,talk too much...let me stuff ur aRSS and see if u can keep ur mouth shut!!what the ....
Like u guys are so professional,mature, sweet..CRAP!!!
i AM NOT SWEET...NOT NICE...I LIKE MY STUFFS TO BE MESSY...AM EXTREMELY MEAN AND IT REALLY SHOWS!!I damn proud of it ok!!!
One mistake and that's it!!!U JUDGE ME!!!!
Whats the point of being sweet when u just wanna make me look bad..Argghh!!!!FAKES!!!
Take ur sweet fake self somewhere else!!!
I hate it...ppl should respect my opinions not laugh at it...does not mean u got experience mean u deserve the right to be an IDIOT with a capital "I"!!!
Yes my prob small sooooo small..everyone else prob is so freaking big!!!I must understand..hahahahaha....to me ur prob is just as small as mine!!!!Hows tha for a change...like that feeling?Huh??Like it??
U want me to shut up for how long????

One more thing...DON'T TREAT ME LIKE A I'M DUMB GAL....U DUMBARSSSSS!!!!!
YEAH THIS IS ME BEING EMOTIONAL...OK!!!

Till i'm in a better mood....this post is going to be there..grrr...
Hmm..kinda feel a bit better...but still bitchy...

What i've been up to..

2005-02-26T20:50:00.000+08:00

Ok let's keep it short and simple.
Last week went to me boss home for Chinese new year gathering with my colleages.
I should really thank her coz she go all out to get halal food specially for me.Even set a side the halal food on another table.Prepared paper plats and cups.(OH POCOT!!!!....sorry me bro watching soccer...erm giler la)Anyway...me boss also annouced to people not to dip their satay in the gravy set aside for me in a paper bowl.Pheww...so guilty.But of course we bought her a mango cake and some swiss rolls and pastry.

Cough cough cough...and still going strong.heee
I can't stop coughing.Its very painful and tiring..Can't sleep at night!*COUGH*

Finally bought a new hanphone.Not so great but for now its what i've always wanted.
Its Samsung E700.Its great ,very clear pictures and my fav color..
No ppl..there is no mp3 or bluetoothe or video or radio.Ok?Stop asking.I dun need them for now.
But i think Emy shld get one with video..coz his like this freelance videoman wherever he goes.So ya u peeps go recommend me bro the phone..Unlike me his into Nokia.

Hmm what else.Oh ya...me office got RATS!!!I really mean it..My frens is being "welcome " by urine and doo courtesy of rats.Ish...and me company is doing NOTHING...grrr..

Ok...kind tired still coughing....

Mmmmmbek.....

2005-02-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

~Assalamualaikum loved ones~
Ok Sunday was fine superb I must say.
My family & I went to Pusara Abadi in the morning.
Manage to ziarah kubur nenek and Umairah.
Finally Kak Ella got to see..

~Hey!Let's try fresh goat's milk!~
later we went to the goat farm..Mmmmbek!!Heee..kinda smelly but the baby goats were cuuuuuttteeee!!!
I got to pat them!
Kak Ella insist that we tried the fresh squeezed milk.
The lady at the cashier told us to tried the original white milk before we tried the chocolate one.
Haaaahaaa..I know why!!!The original taste fresh but has a weird after taste.The chocolate one was much much better!!

~Pesta perut~
After that we all went to Hajjah Maimunah for lunch.Conincidently,we met up with Abang Indra's parents.
Abah order lots of dishes and I also bought my fav "ondeh-ondeh"..heeeee

~SHop till U drop~
We all headed home after lunch..but the fun does not stop there.In the afternoon,all of us except Emy went to melleinia walk.i bought bracelet(~NICE~),a chiung sum like jacket and also bought for Kak Ella one blouse=)
We then headed off to orchard to shop at CK TANG.Mum bought shoes,iron and a pair of watch worth $ 79...
I bought a ring from CHOMEL.heeee..can't get enuf of acessories.
Unfortunately Kak Ella cannot walk too long.So I companied her to slowly walk to meet the rest at the mosque.
For dinner Abah bought mee goreng,fried rice & rojak at Haig rd.~FEAST~
oH WELL....Alhamdullilah we got to spend quality time together.It was really FUN...

And i cramp it all inside..

2005-02-12T17:38:00.000+08:00

Crap!!!!!!!!
Its really crappy isn't it?...everyday,emotions crush me whole mind.
I'm so stressed up with both personal & professional matters.
Looking "Vougue" is so yesterday people...The in thing now is looking "Constipated" yups...
See..talking crap already.
I thing i'm having one of those dumb,"duh" & dumbass mood.
Looking at one going through an emotional roller coaster has really put a strong impact on me.

How can i fix this?Can I EVER EVER fix it????All i want is happy and..erm..
"WORLd PEACE". yOU DIG?
Argh!Just can't hide anywhere.How can i make the ones i care happy?
HAPPY?Does that word even exist??
JUST STOP IT!!! GO AWAY!!! GOOOOOOO!!!!!

And I have not talk about work..BoY!!!SUCKERS!!!Sometime i wondered why studied so hard or even bother to make everything perfect coz....MOST OF THE TIME....
IT JUST AIN'T GOOD ENUF!!!
aRGGHHH!!!!

~Breathing...still breathing....~

"Missing"

Please, please forgive me,

But I won't be home again.

Maybe someday you'll look up,And, barely conscious,

you'll say to no one:

"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -

You forgot me long ago.

Am I that unimportant...?

Am I so insignificant...?

Isn't something missing?

Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice,

You won't try for me, not now.

Though I'd die to know you love me,

I'm all alone.

Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,

But I won't be home again.

I know what you do to yourself,

I breathe deep and cry out,

"Isn't something missing?

Isn't someone missing me?"

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,

Knowing you don't care.

And if I sleep just to dream of you

I'll wake without you there,

Isn't something missing?

Isn't something

Umairah Syafiqah tersayang

2005-02-01T10:46:00.000+08:00

In loving memory of my first niece Umairah Syafiqah,

Begitu Indah raut wajah mu,
Terserla wajah ibu bapamu,
Begitu ayu dan manis rupa mu,
Semanis senyuman ibu mu,
Sungguh mancung hidung mu,
Begitu comel tubuh badan mu,
Begitu indah namamu,
Umairah Syafiqah..Pemaisuri yg baik dan tersayang,

Namun tak puas aku menatap wajah mu,
Tak dapat jua aku mendakap mu,
Allah lebih menyayangi mu Umairah,
Allah lebih mampu mejaga mu Umairah,
Nantikan lah ibu bapa mu di pintu syurga..Insyallah...
Selamat Tinggal Umairah.....

Buat Kak Ella, You are definitely my role model.Elli tabit ketabahan Kak Ella.
Seperti apa yang Abg Indra selalu katakan..~ada hikmah disebaliknya~.
Kak,take good care of yourself.I am glad that you are well.I love you kakak.
Insyallah Allah akan mengabulkan semua doa Kak Ella & Abg Indra.
U guys are definitely a strong parent.

~sayang Umairah Syafiqah~

Let's take a moment....

2005-01-03T10:03:00.000+08:00

So your life kinda sucks...
Parents don't seem to understand you....Nobody listens to you...People get on your nerves..Work sucks...Your pay is soo low..Quarreled with your love ones...

BUT we ARE still LUCKY...aren't we?

The tsunami disaster makes all of realised that anything can happen anytime. God is great.

How often do we sit and realise that everything we are grumbling about in life are all fools talk.

Put yourself in the shoes of the Tsunami victims.
They lost their loved one..at that very moment all you want is your family and those you love.

So who cares if they nag.Who cares if your job sucks..The point is..We are still here in 2005.

I am thankful to still be able to care for my family, irritate my yong bro and elder sis.
Parts and puzzle of life are made up of Love,Pain,Anger and lost.
Believe me when i say,if God decide to take them all away..there is no way in getting them back.
U'll miss the quarrel & pain that you go through with your loved ones.

I cannot even look at the victims bodies. Its just too overwhelming.

Well maybe there is a blessing in disguise in all this.
Allah tidak akan memberi seseorang itu dugaan melainkan dugaan yang boleh manusia itu lalui.

My company has made contributions to the red cross foundation.
That's just something little.But i really hope it helps.

At any moment everything can change.Let's cherish every moment we can.

~Semoga Allah memberi kita semua petunjuk dan mencucri rahmat atas semua yang sudah tiada~

WoohOO...

2004-12-28T14:45:00.000+08:00

Alright so far i'm feeling FANTASTIC... Pushing aside the upcoming stock take of course..haiz..
Okies..I know SOME people kept nagging at me for not updating my blog.
Give you guys a hint..its not only Kak Ella.
Next hint .LIZard..heeeee...Liza J!!! POINT TAKEN!!!!(bising ah kau!!)
Okies Let me RECALL....(THE GOOD ONES ONLY OF COURSE..)

~ShoPPinG..Shopping..ShoPPing!!!~

Okies last few days i was bz shopping for loads of stuff.I got my collegue's bday present to buy..for TWO of them!!! Plus my work place has this exchange present thingy.We all draw names to who we have to give present to.I gotmy partner and she draw my name..Heee..
I decided to buy for her a wallet.Kinda nice..(bought the same for myself oso..heee)
Know what she bought for me?? A very big soft toy..That not a prob..the main PROBLEM is...ITS A SNOOPY DOG!!!!..Tak kan nak cakap tak sukakan..simpan je la...dgn wrapper2 skali...takperla..

As for bday present, for one of them we all share to get her a sling bag from double index plus..hehehehe...a sexy lacey underware..(was definitely not MY idea).
The second one was a bit funny...she told me what she wanted...The same bag from double index..duh!!
But me and the guys also decided to get her a wallet..Woi..$$$$$ keluar banyak oi...

Since there is no work on Christmas eve, me and mum went shopping at Tampines...bought lots of clothes.....FOR ME!!!(Bayar sendiri la...)
Pheeew..really shop till we drop..

At night we went out to eat at east coast..was really fun coz its been long since we all eat out..too bad Abang indra was not around.The food and atmosphere was superb.

~ Haryani's Engagement Day FEATURING Ladies in Black~
OKies..On Sunday 26dec was Haryani's engagement day.Love her outfit..she look good..Maklumla..memang da lawa..;)
Funny thing is that Aida,Fiza and Liza wore BLACK!!!
Hey gals its an engagement day!!!! heeeee...Ladies in black...
Congrats YANI!!!!

Okies..that all for now..Till someone nag at me to update again...
Bye BYE!!!
~SinG a happy happy happy happy happy happy song~ .....

Any moment,everything can change

feel the wind on your shoulder

for a minute,all the world can wait

let go of your yesterday

can you hear it calling?

can you feel it in your soul?

can you trust this longing

and take control

fly!

open the up part of you

that wants to hide away

you can shine

forget about the reasons why you can't in life and start to try

'cause it's your time time to fly

all your worries,leave them somewhere else

find the dream you can follow

reach for something,when there's nothing left

and the world's feeling hollow

can you hear it calling?

can you feel it in your soul?

can you trust this longing?

and take control

and when your down and feel alone

just wanna run away

trust yourself,and don't give up

you know your better than anyone else

Any moment, everything can change.

Hampir Berlalunya Syawal...

2004-12-03T07:50:00.000+08:00

Ok Kak Ella.i'm updating!!!Its so hard to update me blog these days..soo tierd from work and of course the all fun festive month..=)

Hari Raya

This year celebration of hari raya is a bit different.One the first day of syawal its a tradition for all that we seek forgiveness from our parents or anyone older in our home first.

Usually Kak Ella have to be the first one (like duh...anak sulung..hehehe).After eating me an emy ask who should go first. I said who is the oldest among us(emy,kak ella,abg indra & myself)..We all looked at abg indra..Then me sis said "let's change it..youngest go first"(So lucky to be the second child!!).So EMY lead the pack..sooo sweet...

Finally i meet Aida and Nana at grandma's house...its not easy to see them...but its still not complete..we left before fiza came..Hmmm this year no group photo..

I also managed to go out with my friends during hari raya.All of us were like bz that its sooo damn hard to get a perfect date..Even after that,at the last minute one of my close fren cannot make it..=(

Last minute pain the A** BLOOPERS

Baju kat dobi tak sampai!!!!

Grrrrrrr....All of us were like soooo pissed....esp Kak ella.Its eve of raya and ou clothed from the laundry fail to send back as promised..U guys shild have heard emy on the phone talking sense to the laundry lady..(Macam abang garang..)His like this adult guy that i do not know!!(cool!)

Let me quote a bit on what emy said...(he said as though its his clothes but actually its abg indra's..kecian dier..)

"Now what?I got no clothes for my first day if raya.U want me to buy a new one ?U pay for me is it?!"

"Imagine, u buy chiung sam to wear on ur new year,then laundry cannot send back in time..How u feel??!!!"

Hehehe..but actually its not really the laundry shop fault..The main place they sent for dry clean sent all clothe EXECPT for ours!!!She could have called rite?Tupid!!But to me its not her fault but u noe what emy said when she explained to him...?

"So?!My business is it?U think i care?!"

hehehe...Aper nak buat..COBAAN...

OKies..got to get back to work..Tat's all for now!!

Oh ya..WOooHOOOO!!TauFik WON!!!!!!!!!!

Selamat Hari Raya To All My Muslim Friends!

2004-11-13T13:41:00.000+08:00

Source: Yahoo! Greetings

2004-11-09T13:13:00.000+08:00

Hectic Man!!

The past few days wee very hectic. A lot of spring cleaning last minute baking searching for tudung and all(Geylang is soo smokey Argh!!)

6 November 2004
Lets get ready to do macroon..
I only manage to do 3 sets so far..insyallah will be doing some more on Deepavali..

7 November 2004
Me and mum made "kuih tart" on sunday..Boy what a hard time to pinch the dough to make the pattern..(sooo tiring but the result is satisfying)
Then later in the afternoon all except for Emy ,went to geylang(WHAT A MISTAKE!!)..The place was like HOOOOOOORRNNNNNNNNNNNN......all the way..
And in the bazaar is like "Up close and Personal With ppl u dunno"SOO PACK!!
It makes it even harder to search for tudung...

After the hectic day at geylang we all rushed to buy food..Abah bought rojak mama(yummy..)
I manage to got my fav delicacy..ONDEH-ONDEH..

8 November 2004
Lazy n too tierd to work!
Called my fren at work to tell her that i am not coming to work(rumah masih tonggang langgang!!)
Since i did not work i spent time in tidying up me mums room do other chores as well...But thats just the beginning..there are still much more thing to settle!!

9 november 2004
Yucks!I am at work..
Everything is URGENT!!! I really feel like screaming..Festive season coming and we still need to work overtime...ARggghhhhh...

Okies tats all for now....Me trying hard to destress myself
~Just keep singing ...just keep singing~......

Ramadan with bloopers..love..laughter ..anger and all

2004-11-01T11:11:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..iTS been long seens i update my blog...

Yeah and me sis is pestering me to update my blog..Okies let's brief on all the highs and lows of this precious month of ramadan..

Bloopers Bloopers Bloopers....

Solat salah rakaat!!..

HEHEHE..Can't b blame ..maklumlah..ngantuk letih.This happen on the first of ramadan...

Abah TAK BAWAK BEKAL!!!!

Aaaaaahhhh..panic! Me mum has put a lot of time preparing food for me dad to bring to work when working nite shift...All of us Kak ella,emy and me (well abg indra was using the PC)....were engross watching Charlie's Angel 2 on HBO........So when abah left saying goodbye and all..we were like eyes on TV and juz nod & say "K abah..bye!!" Few minutes later(i think about 15 mins) i realise the packed food is still on the table....OH ME GOSH!!!! ABAH LUPER BAWAK BEKAL!!!!Its like in a movie where evryone just look at each other stunned and dumb..hAHAHAH..Luckily Emy was around & so he have to go all the way to tanjong pagar to deliver the food(FedX..We leave to DELIVER..HEHEHE)

Jiran kasi sama makanan!!

This happen twice this year....We get so blurr dunno for what and end up one time we just gave dessert instead..(;)

Sob...SOB..SOB...Miss ya EMy!!

Emy was enlisted on this year..Altough he comes back every friday~sunday..Not having him around during ramadhan is kinda a bore for me. ..Sinces kid he has always been the Hari raya planner ..he will record(now burn la) hari raya songs..buys b"bunga api"..fix the festival lights and do the old fashion ramadan count down..;) Really miss tat I still remeber the time where he mad this wierd mini rocket out of "bunga api" sticks...Hahaha...kecoh!!!API banyak!!

Well hope u take care ok emy?...

OH yah..EMY LOOK GOOD IN THE UNIFORM GUYS!!

Baking.....

Its kinda hectic right now...So far me and mum with combined powers..have baked to cookies i did conrflakes cookies nad mum do biscuit "sugi"..Yummy....

But right now our main concern is if we can get the ultimate ingredient RENCHOCO!!! This is the biggest prob guys Its the main ingredients to bake or all time fav "macroon cookies"..God help us!!....

I must say this year is one of the best ramadhan...There is more to what i have written down here...I have face new experience...and i am soo happy(WELL PUTTING DAMN WORK PROBS ASIDE OF COURSE!!Grrrrr)

Okies tat's all folks..Sabar menghadapi cabaran....Selamat berpuasa...

I learn from the "BEST"!!!

2004-10-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

I' m tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless,lost under the surface

I don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes...

I am one who puts a lot of effort in every task given to me. Sure ,criticism comes along the way.
But how much can one tolerate when the person do more then just criticise!

~Watch UR MAnners Lady!!!~
Must admit day by day i 'm kinda dimoralise in doing my work. Why?Not only do i need to dish out the work but i need to force myself to adapt to how my superior wants my work to look like. Its not easy to follow every little details!EVEN THE EXCEL SHEET!!!

Its deadly when you need to please everyone. I mean I know i made errors while doing my work but that does not mean MY STANDARD HAS DROPPED!!! One mistake and this is what i get.
One of my colleague say that it does not matter what people say but as long as you no you tried your best u difinitely got standard.Hmmm...kinda true and if still that person think that my quality has drop, well, i got this to say;"I LEARN FROM THE BEST!!!!"

She kept saying that and to make matters worse she nudge my head!!!HEY! Watch it!I know you have thought me alot but that doesn't give you the damn right to play with my head!!
The thing about appreciating a person you feel that you that owe that person respect for all that person have help you with.But there is a fine line between being professional and human. I tried not to let this get to me but its been a long time since i dish out all the "@***@#" words..GERRRRR!!!
But i shall bear in mind what my colleague said to me..

"it does not matter what people say but as long as you no you tried your best you know you still got standard "~Joyce Seah~

I shall face all this with pride.Work is still work.The show must still go on....

~A present for a friend~

My colleague birthday is tommorrow...
We have decided to find a present at the very last minute..I thought i have to work late so told my friend that i cannot make it plus,i forgot my wallet!!!(life w/o nets..)

However at the last minute i managed to go off at five but i did not realise that my friend had to stay late at work!!!

So its just me who can get the present.But i got no wallet!!!I told my other fren,Shandy... and you know what she did??In the bus ,she asked one of our collegue "Gimme your wallet now!"

Hahaha...that guy was all blurr but of course we explain to him...In the end i still feel guilty so went back, got my wallet and begged my mum and dad to follow me to Parkway Parade and bought a Guess long wallet..;)

~Belated wedding present~

After buying the gift we went to BEST to look around..I then remembered that i promised a wedding present for me sis.So i bought and iron!!!Hehehe..(a good one ..i hope)

Well you love birds since i can't get you guys the phone i hope the iron will do.Sorry you have to get the ironing board yourself.
Hope you like it....=)

Okies that's all folk...Must remind myself to keep cool at work..(Kuang ajar !!)

I've become so numb,i can't feel you there

I've become so tired,so much more aware

I'm becoming this,all i want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you!!!

My first post

2004-09-13T13:00:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..just trying this one out.
If Kak Ella & Emy have their own,maybe i shld give it a try!
:)
Nothing much to write 2day..got to get back to work..BOSS walking this way!!!